farewell me

What a very emotional night. Tomorrow I am leaving the company I've worked for the past 2 years and 8 months. It has been a very incredibly wonderful journey in pretty much every way. So much in life has changed during that time and I wanted to take a moment to reflect, to honor the amazing place which has been a rewarding journey for the past years. Sobs .. sobs .. see this is why I hate goodbyes! Omg, tomorrow is so going to be even more emotional. I probably wouldn't want to cry that I'll try to crack some lame jokes to people and end up sounding like a fool OH MY GOD.

Sigh. Did I mention that I am terribly terrible at goodbyes? Guess you could tell by now. I completely fall apart, because in that moment of realizing I am saying goodbye, all the wonderful memories will come flooding to my brain, and then I just think about how much I'm going to miss someone and how much I have to say, I fail to turn any of that into words. Sometimes it's overwhelming. Sucks to be me :(

I had many thoughts about how to thank everyone. I have a lot of people to thank, so much for which to be thankful. I want my colleagues and friends to know how much they are valued, and the traditional goodbye message doesn't seem to be enough. I don't think I can ever truly put it all into words.

Oh no, my speech really is gonna suck tomorrow, isn't it? Crap!

The day I was offered a new job I got really excited as this would be a huge next step for my career. I waited 2 months to reach the day I could finally say "Today is my last day" but now that I am here; it is really heart-breaking. I could only hope that my new work place would give me such enjoyable experience and awesome friends as I have in this company. I believe I have exchanged Hi and Bye with everyone in my division and I consider everyone as a friend of mine now.

Guys, if you are reading this, I thank each and everyone of you whom I have interacted directly or indirectly. I apologize if I have hurt anyone's feeling in anyway, I am truly sorry I have never meant to do so. Although, this is not a goodbye, this is a see you later. I wouldn't wanna be working 24/7, I plan to be out there in the 'real world' too, so just give me a call if you wanna meet up! Xoxo