happy 2015

Am I too late to wish you Happy New Year 2015?

Oh come on, I cannot be the only one struggling to come out with my first post of the year! I cannot be the only one contemplating sucking down another pint of ice cream just to help some words to be translated from my brain to this keyboard. I cannot be the only one crushed under this pressure to come out with something insightful because of all this New Year's vibe and everyone's embodiment of New Year, New Me ideas.

At this point, I already have a few plans I know I want to accomplish in 2015. Most of them are very personal which I am not sharing with anyone hehehehe. But don't worry, I have crossed off "start eating vegetables" from my list. Mannn, had to stop making those lies every year!

Some of my plans are the kind of plans that scare the living crap out of me. But then I guess, if it doesn't scare you, then it's not out of your comfort zone. If it doesn't give you chills, then it's not forcing you to improve. If it's not bigger than life, now why would you even have to have plans, right? Soooo, I kinda excited about 2015 !!

It's easy to come out with these plans and resolutions but it takes everything you have to accomplish everything you set out to do. I know that everyone finds this day very significant but do know that no matter how long/short your resolution list, no matter how many inspirational quotes you print out and stick on your bedroom wall, there is the uncertainty of the year we gotta accept. This is the inevitable blocks and immense unpredictability of the future days that will send us to a different direction and shift away all these beautiful plans we've made. They are the forks in the road we never saw coming but if life decides to being nice with you (life was never fair, huh?), they would be the clouds that cover your whole journey. They could be the better plans that pop in your head out of nowhere, or new guides that help the old plans you made, new friends who will become a a part of your old plans, or old friends who will become a part of your new plans. There will be obstacles along the way, battle that sometimes not even worth fighting for, painful failure and success eventually. There will also be love, happiness, beauty that is simply no words can describe. It won't necessarily be a good year or a bad year, but it will be another year of your life, so make it count! Strive to what you set out to do, make the best out of bad situations, live life to the fullest, love the people around you and it will be another year filled with loveliness and shit :)

I'm starting to get so sentimental and crap, so I better stop here. Wishing you a wonderful year ahead!

I figured new year, new hairstyle! :)