new adventure

I have moved on to a new chapter of my career life. That means, sucky farewell was in order. I have grown too close to the people I work with every day. These goons specifically.

 Too many bittersweet moments shared together, which makes leaving much more heartbreaking than it already is.

On my last department meeting with them, I made them sharing their best and worst memories with me. In the morning before I walk into the meeting room, I kept whispering to myself "do not cry, do not cry, do not cry, do not cry". There were just too many. Too many great memories; happiness, hilarious and silly moments, even sadness shared together. When I was joining, I sure didn't expect to make friends at all. When I say friends, I mean friends. The kind you make fun of and don't take offense, the kind that would slow down and crawl together with you, the kind who would wake up at 2am in the morning to pick up your call, the kind that ... this could go on forever. You get my point already.

So you know if they so much of mentioning one, I will crack! I will so crack! 

I was one big ball of emotions and was ready to drop anytime. So in the meeting, they go around the table and I hear their words to me one by one. I laughed so much, teared a lil bit too (manage to hold back the rest till the last day). They said some really nice things (they've no choice) but also some really interesting. Trying to be funny or something pfftt ...

"Azrah is very very very stubborn. I've never met anyone as stubborn"

"Azrah ... always filled my cravings"

"She had a very cold look when I first met her"

"She looks like Fazura"

"I hated her when she first joined"

"Hmm, I don't know what to say .."

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Very sweet. Thanks guys.

This made leaving a little less harder now.