I remember back in university where we used to talk everyday. We even bought ourselves Buddy'z number from Digi where we get 6 hours free calls daily. How clingy were we? 1 year later, I started working and the first few months were tough for us. Nash calls me during the day and I didn't pick up sometimes because I was in a meeting or I just couldn't because the guy sits next to me would hear everything -___- awkward. Because of that, we usually talk at night when I am back from work. But .... I sometimes got really tired that I fall asleep while talking to Nash. I feel bad for the guy but I just couldn't help it. Oopsie! There were a lot of messages like " I'm sorry sayang I fell asleep I promise I'll call you later at lunch ya " the next morning, and also " I am so so sorry sayang I didn't call back I was busy during lunch " in the evening. Oh don't be surprise, relationship is a commitment.
Half a year later, Nash started working and this time I get to learn what it feels like to be looking at my phone messages waiting for that imessage bubble thingy to appear telling you the other person is typing a reply. It sucks! It's been more than a year now since then, we are both understand each other's busy schedule and always always try to make time for each other. We don't meet up as often but that's okay because when we do meet up, I see that Nash is giving a 100% attention to me. *blush
Nash has been really busy lately. I mean, he always busy but lately, he has been really really busy. He goes outstation a lot and he even has to work on weekends during his trips. Sometimes he comes back from outstation for 2 days then he goes for business trip again. We always try to meet at least once a week and call each other once in a day even for 1min, but now I am lucky enough if I get to see him once in a month. During this time, I really thank Steve Jobs or that guy who invented telephone many years ago for this beautiful invention of theirs - that's right, never been this thankful. Just the other night, I was talking to him on the phone being all needy and clingy...
Hi sayang, how was your day?
Hey baby. It was busy, as usual. I stuck in a long meeting and then there was some issue at the site bla bla bla.
Awhh that's too bad. Umm .. did you .. did you miss me today?
Baby I miss you all the time.
No seriously, do you have the time to remember me?
What do you mean do I have time to remember you?
I know you're very busy you wake up in the morning and go to work and finish work at 11pm, head straight back to the hotel and knock out. I mean, you have work to think about the whole day, do you have at least few mins to yourself to remember me?
Make sense guys?
Well ....
I knew it! Hmmphh!
I think about you too! While working.
No, you don't.
Yeah I do. I subconsciously think about you while I think about work.
Whaaaaat ...... so work still wins.
Err ... ummm ... nooo ... I actually think about you but subconsciously think about work. Better?
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This is the romance we have left after 4 years together. #notfunnyokay
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