TalkDozen: it's my birthday!

12 Dec 2014

I know, I know I was freaking out.

Don't worry I feel so much calmed now. Well, the presents help. Hehe.

I don't want to freak you out with my freak outs so instead I wanna send out good vibes to all of you by saying - I AM SO GRATEFUL.

Today I've decided to stop freaking out and focus on the positive. I wrote myself a list of the positive things I need to do everyday in my life. Ok that sounds cliche.

First of all, you need to know that this is not one of the spontaneous decision I make when I'm in vulnerable place. Nope. That was yesterday, I'm thinking clearly today. I have grown, I've matured. This is 25 year old me, thinking straight. Wow, my age has made me wiser.

I am only gonna share one point from my list. No, I'm not gonna share everything it's private okay.

I can't lie, can I? Yeah fine, not private, it's just that some of them are stupid. I was freaking out, what do you expect? I swear one of them was - START EATING VEGETABLES. Bahahahahaha, we all know that's not gonna happen. Crossed off the list.

I chose only one that really makes sense to share with all of you - GRATITUDE. I have decided to be grateful everyday. Not everyday is a good day but there's always something good about everyday. When we talk about gratitude, it comes straight to mind of the things you have or the things you're happy about. We are obviously aware of that, but people usually overlook the little things. So, I tell myself that I want to be grateful for these little things.

So today, I'm grateful I made it to 25!